I am sorry for that "half shot" I took, which then made me feel that it was "ok" to follow up with a full shot. I apologize for the two margaritas and I'm even more sorry for whatever cucumber infused beverage I added on top of that, and for those two sangria's. I'm sorry for treating my body like a science experiment and for mixing liquor like Bill Nye The Science Guy. Please forgive me, I tried to do a nice thing by feeding you pizza and you seem pretty pissed about that too.
With deepest regret,
Chelsea Talks Smack
SIDENOTE: Can we talk about how my mother found an old journal of mine and in it, I list some of my favorite things; favorite shoes- pennyloafer platforms, WHAT. THE. FUCK. ???
favorite songs- Castle On A Cloud from Les Miserables and No Diggity by Blackstreet.
Good to see that I had a wide range of musical appreciation. An inner broadway nerd, meets the streets, sounds like a musical in the making, no?
Anyway, lets rewind a bit....my audition was incredible. Thank you to all of you who sent me good vibes and energy, I was serene and confident, and don't think I could have done any better. It felt amazing....now I just have to wait, which is driving me so crazy I feel like I need to take up knitting or something to busy my mind so that I chill out with my compulsive thinking. Even better than the audition itself, was being able to see my friends in L.A. again, who I've missed IMMENSELY. Cuddling up on the couch with my best friend, munching on candy and salad from Gelsons, the comfort of being with people who you can be completely silent with or understand what you're thinking when you just look at each other. My friends are my family, so beautiful and perfect...I laughed harder for the days that I was there than I have in awhile, and I played an awesome game of Operation as well as mastered by art as Guitar Hero GOD. And damn, isn't it refreshing when you have friends who call you out on your shit? I love the connectedness, the bond, the ridiculousness and the support our friendship has...after my audition my bff was in the audience and screamed, "That's OVA!!!!" followed by boisterous applause. And obviously from the video below you can see why I love them so much, let me introduce you to my best friends: This is Schman (that's what I call her) and she is an asshole.
And my YouTube gift from my other BFF, in which she dances to my music that I wrote/sing/play....
Writing about how amazing my friends are almost made me forget how hung over I am....
So I will continue to watch youtube videos and hope that I don't go insane while I wait for a phone call that could change my life....