Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Just Call Me BLING, BLING.


"It dawned on me today that I've been waiting my whole life to SHINE.....and now, half of my life is over- what the hell was I waiting for? Why not SHINE NOW??"

There's nothing more crushing, more inspiring, or more vulnerable that your Father telling you that he's spent 47 years of his life WAITING TO SHINE.

I would imagine that when the shoe drops out of the sky and you're smacked with that realization, you probably look around at your life and say; what the fuck was it all for?
What was the point of working the 14 hours days, or of building a home in a school district that I thought would benefit my kids- when they just ended up going to Arts schools and homeschooling. What was the point of letting my boss berate me, control me and confine me nicely in a cubicle- just so that in the end, I'd feel under appreciated, replaceable and dulled. So that I could come home and find solace at the bottom of Sun Chips bag, just to do it again tomorrow.

Sure, there was paycheck. There was the benefit of handing over crumpled twenties to your teenage daughters so they could spend it on cheap accessories and funnel cakes. With each drawn out lunch shared between my Mother and I with bottles of blush wine and creme brulee, with each new school backpack, fender bender, must-have trendy slogan shirt, and unnecessary water park treats.....he lost a little. bit. of his shine.

Each day, funding our futility he worked, tirelessly and dutifully. Never making us feel guilty, or aware for that matter- that we were now his heart, running about outside of his body and he had willingly, selflessly given us his shine.

Best Dad advice to date, he said "I WANT YOU TO SHINE, TO DO EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO DO AND DO IT NOW. Don't wait." followed by cheesy Father-Daughter misty eyed hugs and lip pursing.

We spend so much of our time doing what we think will "pay off," we take an action to climb a ladder one bar at a time to that "greater" thing/job/house/etc., we count calories so that eventually our tummies will look just a bit flatter, we "pay our dues,"..... we DELAY our shine so that we can shine LATER, and the delay ends up being the majority of our lives. My the time we realize it, the shine is beyond reach.

So now, I'm focusing on SHINING. Brilliantly. Fully. With a pulsing, magnetic burn of effervescence. I want to gleam. I want to feel like Christmas morning. Like the crystals of a Ballroom dress. Like the luminosity of a full moon. Like the glare of stage lights. Like the glint of the reflection from the Ocean. Like the finale of firecrackers. Like the flash of a gold tooth..... yeah, I want to shine like a fuckin' grill.

....Illuminated from the inside; every cell, every pore. Every word, action- thought.
I will not wait. I will shimmer, I will RADIATE. I WILL SHINE. BRILLIANTLY.


WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???? ARE YOU DELAYING YOUR SHINE?

98 comments:

justatitch said...

I love this. Thank you for the reminder---why be dulled, when we could shine.

Thanks, lovely.

Lily G. said...

Thanks for this post!

Taylor said...

I really like this, it's so true!

Melissa said...

You have just written my favorite post of all time. Thank you.

This is exactly how my husband and I live our lives, it's not easy all the time, but it's better than the alternative for us.

Taren said...

Oh, how i love thee.

For me it's all about finding joy in the journey! (joy=shine, yes?) Because that's what life is, and we can't put off being happy or taking that chance until we have this or that, or loose 20 lbs! (that's me)

I hate to be the annoying commenter, but I loved this post and it made me think of a quote i love so I'm going to share...

"Day by day, minute by minute, second by second we went from where we were to where we are now. The lives of all of us, of course, go through similar alterations and changes. The difference between the changes in my life and the changes in yours is only in the details. Time never stands still; it must steadily march on, and with the marching come the changes.
This is our one and only chance at mortal life—here and now. The longer we live, the greater is our realization that it is brief. Opportunities come, and then they are gone. I believe that among the greatest lessons we are to learn in this short sojourn upon the earth are lessons that help us distinguish between what is important and what is not. I plead with you not to let those most important things pass you by as you plan for that illusive and non-existent future when you will have time to do all that you want to do. Instead, find joy in the journey—now." Thomas S. Monson

I just love it! Anyway, okay, i've said to much.

sid said...

So yeah I want to write a book. Everyone knows this. Have I started on the book? Nope. Tell everyone that I'm developing my art/craft. I'm reading the classics and I'm blogging. It's part of the process of writing the ultimate book. Maybe I'm just lying to myself.

Mb said...

I really like this. I've been feeling kind of "off" lately and I think it's the shine factor (the fact that I'm lacking it right now). Going to polish off my dancing shoes and get to it.

chicknamedhermia said...

It's all well and good to write about it and dream about it, but it isn't exactly a piece of cake to implement it!!! Too many repercussions!

Shannon said...

I'm working on dusting myself off and bringing out the shine! :) Thanks for keeping my motivation up!

M.J. said...

Somebody much smarter than me once said something like "live like you might day tomorrow and plan like you'll live forever." I'm sure I butchered that....I'm horrible with cliches.

I refuse to be one of those people who works thirty thankless years at some mind-numbing job. Right now, I'm saving money to move abroad in say four or five years. I want to start my own eco-friendly B&B either in Costa Rica, Belize or Panama. And, I'll do it. My mother thinks it's risky. She says I should work hard at my current job and move to the top. That I should invest in stocks. I say, stock, schmocks. I would rather invest in life.

Mandy said...

Thanks,I needed to read this today!

BellaCene said...

Wow. I wonder how many of us are waiting to realize this? You are right! I am 22 and my whole life right now is all about "preparing" for the future, waiting to SHINE after I get all this done. You are so right!

Thank you so much for this post. I really do believe you are going to touch people with this one. :)

Doniree said...

I want to shine NOW dammit.

Court said...

So perfect. Such good advice. Thank you! This is something I will think about for the rest of my life and I am so serious.

Surfergrrl said...

I think there are opportunities to shine in big and small ways. And that can happen every day. I think by sort of living your best life daily you DO shine, even if that means all you did was hold the door for someone or be patient with someone, etc. I think you dad fits into that category. I'm looking at him (from what you wrote) as someone who was a GREAT dad who was there for his daughters and thinking, what a great guy. Some fathers aren't even close. So to me, he shines. I think some people are unaware they are shining because they need something "big" to happen to them. And I think the older you get, the more you do appreciate the little things in life that make you feel good and make you who you are. Does that make sense?

But it's always good to have goal you are striving for. I think that makes you feel alive.

For me, I just want to be a good person. I have days where I'm not, and it's those days I don't shine. I try to wake up and do better the next day.

Erin said...

I love this. And I think your dad did shine because he loved your family and took care of you selflessly. That was his shine.

cavy said...

chels, you should write a book. just bind all your awesome blog posts (okay, all of them) between two covers. i know it'd be an instant bestseller.

Chelsea said...

You are the shit. If i had a million dollars I would spend it on representing you and your career. I love you.

bananas. said...

freakin awesome post girl! well put in so many ways. it reminds me to live and not only exist. to shine and not only be. love it.

just me said...

That almost made me cry because I love my dad and he tells me the same thing all the time.

Props to the good Dads.

Chelsea Talks Smack said...

mj- invest in life, absolutely.

melissa- thank you :) We all do what we need to do to survive, which is exactly what my father did and like Surfrrgrrl said below, i DO BELIEVE HE SHINES, to me he is the most beautiful shining man I've ever known....its HIM who doesn't feel like he shines because of the things he has to do. but also because hes realized it, he doing anything/everything to change that situation.

Taren- AHHHH, that was not annoying at ALL, I loved that...thank you so much for sharing it, BEAUTIFUL and so so true.

sid- I say the same thing....let's write it today.

chicknamedhermia- true, not easy to implement....what are the repercussions?

Erin- I AGREE, completely.

cavy- oHHHH how I WISH I COULD DO THAT.....IT'S DEFINITLY something I'm open to making happen......so, well see :) Thank you dear!

Chelsea- AND YOU are the shit for leaving that radical comment.

surffgrrl- i AGREE COMPLETELY. I think my father is the most incredibly shining wonderful man on the earth....I wish he felt the same :)

miss. chief said...

thanks for this post! really! i sometimes feel like an asshole for dreaming big and not being content with an office job and settling down. things like this put life into perspective.
i love this post!

Nerdy Girl said...

I loved this. I feel like this on and on and my bestest and I were just takling about the same exact thing.

My Mom always warns me that I shouldn't focus so much as to what could or should happen in the future because I will forget to enjoy what's going on in the present, because after all (as cheesy as it sounds) the journey is what counts.

All I can hope for is that I am happy and healthy in the future. It would be nice to have a full time career that pays nice in the film industry, but for now all I can do is enjoy being with the people I love and working on the films that come my way even if I can only work on them on the weekends and have to work 40 hours a week to support myself at my day job - I still love what I am doing and it feels like I am a willing participant in life and following my bliss where ever it may take me!

theregoesthebride said...

This is great...

My dad used to say the same thing, only followed with: "What are you doing with your life? You should go back to school!"
Me: "Uh, I finished, remember?"
Him:"You're wasting your life!"
hahaha

This was a refreshing read. Thank you

Chessa! said...

I love your dad's advice...I think we all need to hear it every once in a while...
I'm trying to make things happen...every once in a while I need a little help though:)

Chelsea Talks Smack said...

nerdygirl & theregoesthebride-

such wise parents we have.

nicopolitan said...

De-lurking (still a loyal reader!) to say: brilliant and inspiring. Miss Chelsea, you are a beam of bright light. A lot of us needed to hear this.

Lauren said...

I'm a new reader, but I'm glad I started when I did because I needed to hear this today. THANKS!

craftygal86 said...

Gosh, I just love reading your blog! Thanks for the much needed reminder =-P

Sara said...

I like to think that if I don't shine on a daily basis, I at least glow.

..and now I really want some funnel cake.

Ali said...

Damn it Chelsea, damn it! You always know JUST the right things to say. I'll never understand...

Jill said...

This post has made me embrace my hedonistic lifestyle even tighter!

Kern said...

You are fucking awesome!

b is for brown said...

i agree with Kern.

A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

Nelle said...

I soooo needed to read this. Just wrote a post yesterday about always looking towards the future in hopes of improvement, but what about now???

LovelyAnomaly said...

I LOVE THIS. So inspiring. Thank you.

And, HELL NO I'm not waiting to shine. That's why I moved 150 miles away just for a summer job that I would love.

I don't even know what I'm having for lunch tomorrow, so I just keep focusing on making the "now" as spectacular as it can be.

Skippy said...

I really like this, it's so true. And you wrote about it so well. It's good to have a reminder like this every once in a while, having a self reflecting question placed before us- why DON'T we all shine now?

Sebastian said...

*thumps his bible*

PRAISE BE!

Nik said...

That was so beautiful. It totally made my day.

SHINE ON GIRL!!!!!

Holly said...

I loved this!

Alicia said...

ok i loved your post!! and now i can't stop singing...i am like a light shining brightly! haha!

xtinagirl said...

Hi Chelsea! Thanks for stopping by my blog! My best friend bought the necklace for me. I love how delicate it feels.

And I love your post. I definitely don't want to wait to shine ever-I hate wasting time. I decided to do what I want and it begins with my blog this summer. :] Very inspiring.

-xtina
www.thisisxtina.blogspot.com

CuppyCakes said...

not only am I not shining, whatever light I do have is borrowed.
it makes me sad because my grandad used to always say I was the one with 'spirit' and he used to tell my parents not to break it. I kind of feel like I'm letting him down a little.

Lindsay said...

that was a great post. everything you've been writing lately is so inspired and wise.
thanks for the great writing, dude.

Rachael said...

What a great post!! And something I really needed to hear right now.. :)

Polly Syllabick said...

You and your dad sound exactly like my dad and I. Cue the sniffling.

Also, I hear sequins are REALLY in this fall. You're so ahead of the shining trend. Very chic.

gemarina said...

Wow, that's pretty intense. What kind of shine do you think your father would have wanted if it wasn't to create a good life for his family? What kind of shine are you looking to do?

I would have to seriously think about what it means for me to shine for me to decide if I do it or not...

bluntdelivery said...

ah yes. a realization that i've come to many, many a night. mostly, drunken ones. but nonetheless.

I agree with you though. i look at people who are so successful, doing what they love - who are my age and i'm like, WTF? why did i spend so much time trying to crawl up an unteresting and shaky corporate ladder, rescuing doomed men, and working on my tan?

crap.

Phoenix said...

DUDE. I totally needed a reminder like this. And your blog is freakin' awesome.

:)

Kiley said...

i love you for posting this! it makes me want to get off my butt this second and just DO SOMETHING.

Damsels said...

couldnt have said it better myself.
i hate to be alive and not feel like im truly living

kwerk said...

I'm totally with you.

Tink in My Closet said...

You are simply amazing. This blog is truthful, lovely and heartfelt!

Your father sounds like a beautiful man too.

This post touched me well and truley!

verybadcat said...

Incredible post, and what I needed today, tomorrow, next week, and a year from now. <3

Melissa Blake said...

how inspiring...i needed to read that! thanks. xoxox

readsalot said...

Great post. It made me think and my conclusion is that I don't even know what WOULD make me shine anymore. I just don't know. And I don't know how to find out, either.

lbluca77 said...

That's it, from now on I am going to do nothing but shine.

Loved this post and I think I needed it. Thanks.

your wishcake. said...

I kind of want to bawl my head off after reading this. Well, that, or find you and hug you for about fifteen minutes.

I really needed to read this right now, and I hope that I can find the hope and bravery within myself to really shine. Because I want to. I'm ready.

I guess that sometimes...I just don't know how.

Deb said...

I really needed to read something like this today. Thank you!

alexa - cleveland's a plum said...

girl i can see you shining all the way in cleveland.

and i say this about myself many times.

like what the FUCK am i waiting for?!?!

Meghan said...

I love how you're inspirational and hit the nail on the head time after time. Shine on girl.

One Sassy Girl said...

Actually, I'm a shiny mo-fo! But I was forced into it. I've been unemployed (not by choice) for the past year and while my bank account is bleak, I'm not! I've discovered all the things I love to do (who knew I loved to write?!!) and realized I don't need work to validate my sense of purpose. I DO need it to validate my credit line. Sad truth.
While I must go back to work, I will continue to make my life the priority.
Awesome post!!

jennyohio31 said...

I had an epiphany about my life last night..and then today I read this. I think you were reading my mind when you wrote this. Only you explained it so beautifully... :)

chicknamedhermia said...

It's still good read the second time!

Anyhoo, I'm just letting everyone in my blogroll know that I'm running a competition (just giving you guys a heads-up as a thank you for entertaining me during the last few months in work!!!): http://chicknamedhermia.wordpress.com/2009/07/29/surprise/

chloe said...

aww, i love this too!

Anonymous said...

You MUST point out to your father , he has SHOWN very brightly as a father and mentor to you. He is a huge SHINING STAR. A very fine role model for fathers. Thank him for being there for you and being the best father. Tell him he still has time to shine ,too. It isn't too late. Beatrix Potter didn't start writing until she was 40 or 50 . J.K. Rowling started in her 40's look at how she is doing. He still can shine in more ways .

shine said...

My name is all over this.

I shine now. Fuck tomorrow.

lovelila said...

I wish my dad would tell me "Do what you want and do it now." without it being accompanied with looks of disappointment. He wants me to be the best that I can be, and doesn't really support my methods of doing so. Lately, though, he has been taking steps to do his own thing, however, I wish he would have started this before his frustrations kick in... but such is life.

Great post! Your dad is a wise man! :)

pRiYaN...! said...

shine and shine !
i love your narrating style !

-bluffmaster
www.gr8bluffmaster.blogspot.com

Chelsea Talks Smack said...

aonymous- i couldnt agree more and I DO ANYTHING and everything to let him know that he is the most brillaitn light of a beautiful man I've ever, and will ever know.

lightning in a bottle said...

you're so awesome. i'm really enjoying reading your posts.

Laura Gerencser said...

Lovely post! I almost cryed!:) Thanks for the comment!!

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