Like attracts like right?
A few updates before I write you a regular blog later this weekend; I've been in L.A. my former "home" for a few years for the finale of So You Think You Can Dance. As many of you know my Mom's dance student, Kayla- made the top four! We were so proud, obviously and had to come support! I went to my beautiful Momma and good friend Travis Wall who you may know from the show- if you follow all that biz.
I had a few MAJOR epiphanies while I was here, while at a part with my former agency- I realized, "WHY, for so long did I feel the desire to be like these people????.....Why did I allow myself to feel so incredibly horrible, unappreciated, ugly, fat, insecure, etc. etc. for so long?? When here I am today, feeling like the most beautiful spirit in the room."
it was so apparent how much I've grown and such a reminder that I'm EXACTLY where I need to be in my life.
I FELT HAPPY. Genuinely. For probably the first time since being in L.A.
SO, while I HAVEN'T been blogging I've been going this;
EATING CRUMBS CUPCAKES! Guess which one......
DOING FANCY FINALE THINGS........ yay confetti!
AND OBVIOUSLY, CELEBRATING with miss Kayla.
Tomorrow, I will return home and for once, with no regret. Without feeling as though I need to be here. So my new life now, THANK YOU. Thank you for making me feel like I belong with you.
....more blogging later.